i miss her

My piggy kitty! She woke me up meowing cuz her bowl was empty and walked over to it to show me. Funny thing is, when i went to sleep it was full!! Such a chunker http://magikjaz.zoto.com I miss her so much!

 

One of my favorite piccies of her *huggles*

 

Kevin & my Kikyo *huggles*

 

My baby @ our old place on my computer desk. She so loved it up there! And she loved munching on the cactus flowershttp://magikjaz.zoto.com.crazy cat

 

And in case you were wonderinghttp://magikjaz.zoto.com.these are chinese bellflowers (kikyos)

 

Kevin will kill me for sharing this picice of him and the Kikyo (and his farmer's tan lol)

 

My baby laying on our bedhttp://magikjaz.zoto.com.Kevin's clothes are underneath her as usual lol

Just got a Ecard from Cindy *hugs*

Dearest Jazmyn:

All my thoughts are with you as you struggle on an hour to hour basis missing your little baby kitty. I cry just thinking about how much you loved her and how lucky she was to have you & Kevin in her life for the time while she was here. She will be forever in your hearts, thoughts, and dreams. She knew she was loved and love lives on - it does not die with you. She will carry the love with her until you meet again.

All my love,

Cindy

*wiping away tears* Thank you so much! Your support means the world to me. I was just outside putting a crystal cross that we got as a housewarming gift on her little gravesite.

Today I woke up and rolled over to check the time and there was a balled up black tshirt next to the bed. For a split second I thought it was the Kikyo and reached to pet her. I currently have her pic as my desktop so whenever I start thinking of her (which is often) ... this is gonna sound wierd.... I minimize everything so i can see her pretty little face and pet it. Yea I'm petting the computer screen. I'm a dork. It makes me feel better tho. I'm still getting used to not having her around. I have never been alone in this house and it's a little daunting. I can't believe I went years without a cat. Times I was living alone or just at home alone while Kevin was at work...I never felt alone. I do now. Thank the gods for my friends *huggles*

S-T-R-E-T-C-H !!!!

 

 

This is what I used to wake up to almost every morning lol