Nothing new to report really. She's still breathing pretty roughly. I've been crying off and on all day. Kevin says to give it another day to let the Lasix kick back in. I hate seeing her like this tho cuz I remember how she was before. On the plus she isn't hiding anywhere and she's not really loving us anymore than usual, which is a good sign I think. That shows to me that she doesn't feel like she's dying. But whereas I was hopeful before, now I'm pretty much sure that she's not going to survive even thru to my bday, let alone Xmas and that just brings me to tears. I love that silly cat so much! I'm going to miss her. I already miss how she was. Meowing loudly all the time, demanding me to feed her in the early moring hours...she's not sleeping on us anymore which i miss so much and she's barely laying on my lap at night when we watch TV which breaks my heart. I'm probably being so selfish in not just putting her out of her misery right now, but I just can't yet. She's listless but she still purrs and gives me love and is still standoffish at times and meows at me (tho not as loudly) when she wants a treat.... Kevin's going tonight to get her the treats she loves (Pit'r pats) and some food cuz she's almost out.

All I can do is love her and take piccies and pray that I'll know when it's time to put her down so she doesn't suffer too much